"I am come a light into the world, that whosoever believeth on me should not abide in darkness."
-John 12:46
I know that my Redeemer lives and loves me too. There are times when I have questioned my faith in the Father and the Savior and if I really still believed it. Times where I have relied more on the world and myself than on God. Let me tell you now, that it is not worth it. It is NEVER worth it. I can testify without a doubt in my mind that Heavenly Father hears you, and knows your name. He never forgets you; even when you forget him. Jesus Christ knows every sorrow and every pain. Never feel that you have been left alone. I know that sounds easy for me to say, but it's never easy to accept when you are the one hurting. Trust me I know, when you are in your darkest hours, hearing comforting words and reminders of your faith never seem to work. But I know that if you truly seek happiness and goodness, you can do it. I have done it. It is not easy. You must come to "a mighty change of heart" and must be patient as you seek out the Lord. You must seek him in every way. You must show him that you want to be his disciple. And it will happen. You CAN find what you are looking for. And I am here to testify that the things you are looking for are never right unless Jesus Christ is the core and center of your endeavors. I love my Savior and my Father in Heaven. I know that it is up to me to come closer to them and be worthy to dwell in their presence again. Dear friends, they love you, and want you near them. Come back to the light and help others who want to come back to the light. I know these things to be true without a doubt in my mind. In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
