Monday, February 13, 2012

Gems Are Still Worth Something Even When They've Been Barried Away

Oh how I miss the Saygobedo blog! It was such a big part of me and something I looked forward to reading and posting on. Now it seems more like an old scrapbook. But none the less, there it always room to post more! I kind of disappeared from my journal, both my blogs, and to alot of my friends as well in the last 6 months. Which is sad because I have changed alot and learn things that will forever change my life. But I guess I haven't been very proud of myself and just abandoned saygobedos and chose not to show my flaws. However, I'm here again. My heart has continued to changed and my desire to be an instrument in God's hands is being reborn. I am far from being able to feel the spirit like I used to and I guess I have to start with the simple saygobedos again. It was a saygobedo in and of itself to read my old blog posts that reminded me of the young woman I used to be. It was a saygobedo to post on here instead of letting this life altering goal and gem just fade in the dust. So here we go. Saygobedo 101. Tomorrow I am asking God to put someone in my path who I can make a difference to. And asking God to let me use the spirit to find that person. I pray that I can do what he asks.